再见啦我的2009

今天就是2009的最后一天啦..
明天将会是新的一天.新的一年.新的开始.新的生活.[生活也不怎么新呐.我心爱的他依然在我身旁^^]
就这样我又大一岁啦.xDD
在这一年里..
我的生活也没太大改变.
但是却学了不少的东西.
也认识了一班朋友.
这班朋友可以说是我的第二班的好姐妹吧.
这班姐妹曾经一起努力过.开心过.
hmm..总之就好多好多东西咯.
除此以外.
在这一年里我也找到我人生的第一份工.xDD
这份工也是我和我最要好的姐妹一起上班哦.^^
和这个姐妹真的有很多很多的回忆呐.
一起哭过.一起开心过.
希望我与你的友谊用不改变咯.
友谊永固.^^

也谢谢你们让我有一个难忘的18岁生日^^

唯一最大的改变应该是你出现了在我的生活吧.
你陪着我过我的18岁生日.
陪着我过圣诞.
我毕业那天你也陪在我身边.
你还记得那天你说你不要来吗?
你和我说很懒惰不要来.不会去.
听见了.真的有点生气你耶.
都不知道你是在作弄我还是真的不要来.
不过到最后你也是有来啦.看见你真的是很开心耶.
虽然我和你在一起日子不是很长.
但是有时候真的很开心呐.
虽然有发生过不开心的事情.
但是这些事都已成为过去啦.
不开心的就忘了.
开心的就永远记住它咯

现在不管做什么事.每一样都会想到你.

虽然与你的日子不久.但是.你已经是我的生活习惯一部分了.
我已经习惯有你在我身旁.
也开始也越来越爱你.
或许我不会是你最好的女朋友.
但是我会做到最好.
但对你的爱不会减少

我的2009再见啦!!

算什么??

唉.
真搞不懂..一点都不懂..不懂不懂不懂..
在这个世界上为什么会有那么多看见了都令人讨厌的..
爱做作..看见就讨厌..
到底算什么..
除了这些难道就没别的东西做吗..
无聊..
送两个字给你..
你还是一样爱***
要是你知道我要送什么字给你就是那两个字咯..
要是真的知道啊..
原来你自己也知道你爱***
佩服佩服!!
这些人真的是如此如此的无聊..爱***..***你就一流
除了你之外...真的没人敢认第一咯...
**
拜托你啦.........唉唉唉....


iF you all can see wat im write....PLS...DUN ASK ME ..WHO I WAS WRITING!! THX..XDDDDD.

especially you..dun ask mi..wahahah..get lost from tis world.

冬至快乐•●

今年的冬至虽然他没陪我过.
但是没关系啦.
工作重要嘛.
大家冬至节快乐哦^^

明天就是我dear dear生日啦.
可是昨晚他告诉我他病了.
唉.担心他.
问他有没有吃药他说有.
都不知道真的有吃还是没有吃.
这几天你到底怎么啦?
不开心吗?
有发现最近你和我都少联络吗?
或许你在忙吧.
算了吧.


圣诞又要来临啦.
我今年的平安夜会怎样过呢?
不想那么多了.
一切到那天在打算吧..

moody•●

今天的我到底怎么啦.
起床到现在不成有笑容出现在我的脸上.
唉.也没什么胃口的.
说真的.
不只今天闷闷不乐而已.前几天已经就是这样了.
啊!!!!好像发脾气哦!!
我到底怎么啦.
是否太多天没见到你了啊?
唉..算了吧..
不算今天.再过多一天就是我dear dear生日啦.也是我能见到他的那天啦^^
好想念dear dear哦.
快快回来会嘛.

Today cant see my dear dear again le.
he bak kuantan for work le..
nid to wait until 23dec juz can see dou dear dear.
haixx..
Dear..sry nar.
sry bout yesterday..
but..
i wont forget yesterday also.[dear.fong sum wor.i wont rite it at my blog geh]
din write out dosent means i will forget.
haix.
starting miss you again..

actually no point for tis article.
juz write for song.

=)))

Dear dear..
so bad ar u.
cum kl d also never told mi.
but..
reali so suprise when see u=))))
happy happy happy..
today..finally can hug dear dear ady..=)))

Dear dear..
你在那里过的不好吗?
怎么今天看见你都那么的憔悴.
那么的累啊?
真心疼看见现在的你.

♥

今天你告诉我.
23号你才回来.
听见了.
泪又掉了.
你告诉我别哭.
就当我去旅行.
我什么也不说.
之说嗯.
你问我是不是不想你在那边工作.
我也只答你嗯.
因为真的不知还能怎样答你.
刚刚你和我说你去那边以后.我脾气坏了.
对.我的脾气的确坏了很多.
可是我真的很气你.
很气你不回信.
我记得有和你说过我不喜欢人家不回信.
可是你就是这样.
喜欢跟人家倒转.
很气很气很气你啊!!!!!!!!!

臭dear.
请你以后要去忙之前.
请你告诉我一声.
不然我真的生气你不理你的时候.
你不要气我.
因为我已经告诉你了得.
这几天我已经很努力的不让自己哭.
可是我还是做不到.
对不起.
已经让你听见我哭2次了.
真的不懂还会让你听见我哭多少次.


Dear. juz nw u ask mi..u think be4 to leave mi.
Dear..i never think to leave u..
i wont leave you de..juz u will leave mi..
u hv leave mi two times.when we argue.
but so fast de..we ntg.^^
but nw i belive you..you wont leave mi..rite?
Dear.pls ar...dun let mi heart break again ar..
Dear..i will try my best wont let my tears drop down.

好想你♥

刚刚和dear dear在谈电话的时候.
我又泪了.
这是你去了那么多天里.
让你听见我哭.
你告诉我不要哭.
我说恩我不哭.
可是真的很难.
因为我知道在听你说多几句.
肯定泪会流不停.
对不起.又让你心疼了.又让你担心了.
今天已经是第六天了.
我们六天没见了.
你在那边过的怎样?
习惯吗?
过的好吗？
听见你咳嗽.
心疼了.
要好好照顾自己哦.
不要让我担心你.


Dear.真的很想你.
什么时候你才回来?
每次在问你这个问题.
你就是喜欢扯开话题.
有时候真的很气你.
或许贝贝她们说的对.
你这样做或许是不要给我一个期待.
勉得等下说了今天回但却不能回.
或许你不想让我失望.
可是如果真的是这样.
倒不如你直接告诉我好啦.
真的很不喜欢你扯开话题耶.
真的很气很气你.
可是想下想下.
我也不应该气你.
或许你真的不想让我期望也大失望越大吧.

♥好想你不停此
好想你我爱你♥

i love u♥ miss you badly

夜深了.
大家都在梦中.
而我却一个人静静的坐在电脑前.
望着银幕.
泪又不禁的掉下来了.
我又在想你了.
你也一样在想我对吧?
很肯定你也在想我.xD
真的很不习惯你不在我身旁.
你才去了一天多.
我的泪就掉了一天多.
真的不敢想像如果你真的决定在那里做工.
而且还要两个星期才见一次.
真的不敢想像见不到你.
你不在我身旁的日子.
刚听见你和我妈妈说可能真的会在那里做工.
我的心情突然变得失落.
还好我的泪没流下来.
说真的.
你是不是已经有了决定要在那里做工?
你真的舍得我一个人在这里.放心我?


DEAR.
或许我真的很自私.
但我只想说.
我真的不希望你会留在那里工作.
因为我真的很舍不得你.
因为我不想当我需要你在我身旁.
你不在.
当我想念你时想见你时.
却见不到你.
说真的.
我真的很少会想念一个人想念到哭.
但.你却是那第一个.
我不知道你会不会看见我写的这篇东西.
但是.
我要对你说的.应该都说了.
希望你看见又不希望你看见.
不希望你看见是不想让你觉得我自私.
希望你看见只是想让你知道我在想什么.


几时你才回来.
几时才能看见你.
几时才能在我身边.
几时才能抱到你.
真的真的很想你.

想念你的笑.
想念你的吻.
想念你身上的味道.

nothing's gonna change my love for you♥

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know
they'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

♥

Tis few day reali no mood to update my blog.
my dear hv go kuantan for work seen yesterday.
becoz of tis we hv a small argue.
i ask my dear no nid cum fetch mi after finish my beauty class.
not mi dun wan see dear.
juz scare after fetch mi bak hum before i leave down from car.
my tears will drop down.
so tat day i dun wan dear fetch mi bak.
tis is the reason.
sry my dear.


seen dear go kuantan yesterday.
my tears non stop drop down.
at the night..my tears never stop drop down.
reali so miss you.
especially in the night.miss you until cry again.
dear..mi reali mou yong rite.
dear juz when for kuantan one days.
tears ady non stop drop down.


still hv how many days to go.
n still hv many days i juz can see my dear..
reali so miss u my dear.
dear..when u bak.
when i juz can c u.
u reali wan work at kuantan?
can dun wan go kuantan work?


dear ar dear..
y u lik to make ppl drop tears geh..
when see dear post the things on my wall..
tears drop out again.
haix..mi reali mou yong.


tears ar tears...
when u juz can stop drop??


Dear..sorry..
make you worry bout mi.
i will be fine.
dun worry bout mi.
i will take care good.
Dear..miss u so much.

5/12♥

昨天dear dear在我家做我的model.
给我练习洗脸.哈哈.
因为不是很记得那些step.
所以我就抓他来给我练习啦.
哈哈.


haix.tat day my sui dear tell mi maybe he want go kuantan for work.
when i heard it.
i din say anything.juz be quiet.
haixxxxxx...

Dear.reali want go kuantan for work meh?
cant dun wan go?
reali mm seh dak u go lor.
haix..duno got wat can say aready lar.

Dear.actually u have decide want go kuantan rite?

Aready two days din go for my work lu.
coz get sick n get flu.=(((
haix.my salary got to less it to.=((
n i decide to stop my work.
i choose to continue my study.
babes[bei].u got to go work alone ner.
sorry ner.my babes.



Actually tis article ntg special.
mi juz update for song.
and u all no nid to read also.
but.u all hv finish read it nar.
xDDDD..
anyway.
thx for u all geh view ner.^^

SUM word for tat person.
if u think tat im write bout u.
than tat person is u.
jimui?are u think tat u suit be our jimui?t
so funny.
u never think tat wat u had do wrg.
but.i think also not important for us.
coz..u will never can be our jimui.

All mY lovely jimui.
is tat rite?

boring sunday♥

boring boring boring sunday.
where can i go today ler?
ntg to do.no movie to watch.
have a dinner wif my family or hang out wif my dear.
haix.duno nar.
reali a boring sunday for mi.

i choose to continue my work.
but.
when 1st n 2rd of december.
i nid to go work by myself.bak hum alone.having a lunch alone.=(((
becoz.my babes din work for the 2 day.
haix.pity ner.
tat two day will mami fetch mi bak?
lalalala.duno ner.

yeah yeah.2mr start my beauty practical class.^^
haha.wont boring anymore ner.xD



For my dear dear.

Today is the 3month.
since we together.^^
i juz hope.
everday can juz lik nw.
no more argue argue.xD
Dear dear.
u muz owez rmb wat tat u had promise mi yar.xDD

love u♥

babes♥[bei]

xD.babes.noe u gud ner.u r the most gud one.
n the best jimui.^^
thx for sclod together bor.wahahaha.
tat customers reali stupid ner.
also duno complain wat.F K H.xD
next time c her again.sure wont c talk nice nice wif her jor geh.
talk nice wif her.dim ji. diuz..
suen lar.pek cik!!!

nw din hv so angry ler.
xDD

STUPID!!

what the fuck .

so pek cik today lar.

stupid customers.

dissapointed what.sohai.

ishhhh...........

FUCK !!!

My babes[BEI] is pek cik nw.

she is non stop scloding tat FUCK.

babes ar babes.dun angry dun angry.

is gam geh lar.

nw let u see clear her.

so.dun angry wif tat kind ppl nar.

if not will old fast gah.xD

好好照顾自己嘛♥

昨天很早就去dear dear 家看他了.
因为dear dear生病了.
担心他.所以就去他家看看他.
生病了都不要戒口.
还要吃辣辣的东西.
真的是被他气死.[无言]

吃饱没有多久.

因为他有东西要做和要拿他的blackberry.
我就陪dear dear回他公司一下啦.
回家的时候.我的臭dear尽然给我耍赖.
说这个星期要陪他家人吃饭喔.
Dear.
你厉害.
耍赖一流啊.


Dear ar dear.
好好照顾自己嘛
. 生病了就戒口啦.
不然的话怎样会康复叻.
很不听话的咯你.
唉. 喝多点水啦.
去看医生嘛.



Sui dear.
who ask you c my blog har.xD
i got gv permit u see meh.
huiyor.dun luan luan c ppl geh blog nar.xD
i dun care ar.
tis sunday is my turn.=p


Dear dear miss u♥

快点好起来♥

原本昨天已经答应dear dear今天要去他家吃饭的.
谁知道dear dear 生病了.所以就没去了啦.
哈哈.下星期就到你陪我啦.

Dear.不能耍赖哦.是你自己说一个星期一次.
你自己选择了要这个星期哦. 你不能说我没陪你哦.xD
是你自己生病了哦.
所以不是我不要陪你哦.=p

今天又不能见我的dear dear了.
所以只好乖乖呆在家和跟家人去吃饭咯.
好久都没更家人一起出去吃饭了咯.

.

真的有点担心他.
都不知道他有没有吃药.
Dear啊dear.
要好好照顾自己嘛.

不要让我担心你嘛

have cut my infront hair.. izit lik tis better??
will look lik kids??
watever ner..
i lik it so much..xDD
Today cant see my sui dear again..haix..
haixxx.....

Today damn free when we working..
coz din hv many customers..xD
if everyday can lik today jau hou lor..xD
before we bak hum..
mi n babes [bei] everyday nid top up everything before we bak..
today..she so funny..
duno why she will say wan TOP UP RUBBISH..xDD
haha..reali gv her zhadou..
ppl top up tisuse and other things..
she wan TOP UP RUBBISH pulak..hahaha...
maybe is she wan rush to c her dear..so..only will say wan TOP UP RUBBISH..xD


Today early morning take geh..
when waiting my babes[bei]n his dear cum fetch mi..xDD

babes say tis pic lik dog dog..will meh??dun think so ner..xD

幸福快乐♥

Dear dear over nite at my hse tat day..

he log in my FB n remove jor SUM1.

his geh FB also.xD
nw..looks lik dear dear damn dulan geh ner.
haiyar.watever nar. everythings is pass.


The most important thing is..
i belive dear dear wont lie mi ner..
juz noe tat nw mi wif my dear dear is so hang fuk..xD
juz noe tat dear dear love mi so much.xD


hope everythings can juz lik nw..
no more get hurt.
no more sad. xD
and juz hope dear ..u will remember wat had you promise mi.
althought u say mi cheong hei..mi also wan say it de lar.

DEAR..
JUZ REMEMBER TAT WAT YOU HAD PROMISE MI..xDD
DUN FORGET

happy day♥

14/11~
today dear dear will overnite at my hse..^^
sure is happy ner..hv long time dear dear din accompany mi till morning d ler.. my dear dear reali zilian de..ask him zilian one pic for mi..
who noe tat zilian jor 10pic gam..==


hmm..tis is my dear dear ner..^^

15/6
today about 11sumthing wake up d lur..
coz wan go out celebrate birthday wif my another sui por.[esther]
haha..we celebrate at NEWAY again..
finish celebrate birthday wif esther.. mi sure din bak hum ner..


happy birthday ner....sui por..^^

coz wan go watch 2012 wif my dear^^
damn nice movie..but..the time hv bit long..
lucky din slp at cinema..xDD
if not..i sure will gv my dear say..second BEI.. xDD

Today no zilian any pic..xD
not like mi..haha..

Dear..
YOU dun forget wat YOU had PROMISE mi yar..
if u 4get it..then u die..xDD

Hv 1 week din update my blog le luu~~

after start work..less on9..n less see my dear also..
haix...
but maybe will din work d..coz mayb i will start my nutrition class..
haix...babes [bei]..sry nar..din inform u early..but..nw still consider..
how how how??? haiyar...duno lar..

Yesterday mi n babes saw a SOHAI doing sohai things again..
haix..why aR?? why in this world got so many lik tat
geh ppl ner??
we two saw it..keep chit chat at there..xDD
mayb tis kind ppl too free ..ntg to do gua..
wan find something to do..
haiyar..watever lar..tis kind ppl reali mou liu ar..

Babes..lets we find backup lor..xDD

Some word for babes[bei]..

sei por..yesterday so happy hor..xDD
haiyar..you happy jau hou nar..
nw everything tat you wan is achieve ady ner..
you wan geh cupcake lucas ady buy for u nar..

see..this siao po so happy ner..

nw ur birthday also got ppl celebrate wif u ady ner..no nid worry bout it ner..
[if we DUN WAN celebrate wif you]xDD

aRRRR!!!!today no work but nid study..
so boring ar...
how cum my life becum lik tis ar...haiyer..i dun like lar...

Today im off..
sure is song ler..
no nid wake up early early..xDD
but..today still same lar..also wake up early ner..coz wan hang out..
Finish hang out..sure is bak hum ler..bak hum d..then on a while FB..
after tat continue my slp..xDD

About 6 sumthing i wake up le..coz later maybe will hang out wif my dear dear..=)))))
yeah yeah^^
2 days din see my sui dear d ler..=(((((
原本昨天可以看见我dear dear的和会陪我到天亮的..谁知道..唉..
算啦算啦..有时候..我们真的很无聊的啦..一点点东西都要吵以下才爽..xDDD
哈哈..算啦..现在又没东西啦..xDD

做工时拍的..xDD

hope yesterday i saw de things is not bout...
and hope tat im think too much..
aiyar...watever lar..
i juz wan everythings are fake jek lar..
not care lar..xDD
if not.........